S.J.W & Dreams

Spring break is over. We went to Florida to visit my husband's grandparents. The day after we came back, N. had an appointment to get contacts. That was his birthday gift. He is over the moon about not having to wear glasses.
I am dumbfounded. How the hell do I have a seventeen year old child?!?

My days off have changed from Mon. & Tue. to Thur. & Fri. Kind of sucks because we leave a half an hour early on Fridays, so I'm now missing out on that Plus it was nice to be off after having to close Sunday nights.

Taking St. John's Wort is helping a lot. I normally take two pills a day with my food while I'm at work. Then, somehow I always forget about taking them on my days off.. which is a big reason I get so damned depressed when I'm off. I had been rationalizing that I was down about having to return to work, but honestly, my job ain't so bad.

Somehow I'd never put two and two together, but I took the capsules yesterday and today and am feeling alright.
Let me say that I am a lover of dreams. And, the dreams are vivid on SJW, and I love that aspect.

I've dreamt of Granny once. She had a pillow of air between her chest and throat which helped her remain afloat in the lake we were swimming in. She was with Larry, her husband. Then we were alone walking along a trail. (A somewhat strange image since she hasn't walked that freely for years.) 
She was explaining she had some land she wanted me to have.

I've had two dreams about D. The first dream was telling me it was indeed my second dream that I'd had of her, but I realized when I woke up that my dreams are fucked up, and that it was in fact my first dream starring her.
I can't really remember the rest of the dream, but the second one was essentially me following her around Irongate in Manassas, VA. It was around dusk or dawn, and resembled our relationship pretty well.

I dreamt of our new store manager. Todd. I was in 'my' apartment, which was a space I've never actually been to. I was surrounded by 'thugs'. About 10 of them, and they were my friends. Maybe six of them were helping me tidy up the place when I got a call saying that Todd, in my dream he was the owner of the apartment complex, was about to come over for supper. Well, I freaked out because the place was not yet clean. The rest of the guys started to help.. but I wasn't so much worried about the apartment being spotless as I was about having 'thugs' hanging out in my place when Todd got there.

Update on reading•
I just started reading The Bell Jar by Sylvia Plath. And, after the first chapter, I must say that Doreen is reminding me of D. with her light hair, blue eyes, intuitiveness & demeanor. I could imagine D. dressed in all white, illuminated by the neon lights in the bar.

My engagement ring chipped. :/ So, I am ringless.